{"id":303,"date":"2019-03-15T06:39:56","date_gmt":"2019-03-15T06:39:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/?p=303"},"modified":"2019-03-22T11:30:43","modified_gmt":"2019-03-22T11:30:43","slug":"living","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/living\/","title":{"rendered":"Living"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[et_pb_section bb_built=&#8221;1&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;3.8&#8243;][et_pb_row][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;3.8&#8243;]<\/p>\n<p><strong>by Akshara Babu<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Living,<\/p>\n<p>I am girl as old as 7300 days,<br \/>\n5 foot 7 of laughter and smiles,<br \/>\nWith happy and tired eyes looking my way.<\/p>\n<p>I like spending my time with my best friend Jack,<br \/>\nGosh his jokes are so whack<br \/>\nRelishing my coffee with milk and Hershey kisses<br \/>\nI was a happy girl\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Until I met you that night<br \/>\nThe way you held me, no it didn\u2019t feel so right<br \/>\nThe way you looked at me, the grip around my wrists so tight<br \/>\nThat day I knew monsters weren\u2019t under my bed but under your skin<br \/>\nRoses didn\u2019t seem red but instead felt dead<br \/>\nGod\u2026 I am so stupid<\/p>\n<p>Breathing,<\/p>\n<p>You see I am girl as old as 7300 nights<br \/>\nDoesn\u2019t own a name but a title of a victim<br \/>\nWith pitiful eyes looking my way<br \/>\nI don\u2019t spend time with Jack but my therapist Jill,<br \/>\nNo more coffees and Hershey kisses,<br \/>\nBut wine and happy pills.<\/p>\n<p>You know I thought it was my fault until I saw<br \/>\nA boy with the same look in his eyes as yours<br \/>\nAnd I realise now,<br \/>\nThe measure of my skirt is not the measure of my consent,<br \/>\nThe measure of my fear is not the measure of your powers,<br \/>\nThe measure of your strength is not the measure of my weakness.<\/p>\n<p>I am the beauty in this story and you are the hellhound, a beast<br \/>\nI am not an object of your pleasure,<br \/>\nBut an embodiment of thoughts and wild creations.<\/p>\n<p>My heart will always speak louder than your actions and satisfactions<br \/>\nYou are not beguile but so goddamn vile,<br \/>\nI am not stupid but I am a fire of resilience.<\/p>\n<p>I am not your plaything<br \/>\nI am living.<\/p>\n<h5><em>(Writer is a student of MES Higher Secondary School)<\/em><\/h5>\n<p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[et_pb_section bb_built=&#8221;1&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;3.8&#8243;][et_pb_row][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243;][et_pb_text _builder_version=&#8221;3.8&#8243;] by Akshara Babu Living, I am girl as old as 7300 days, 5 foot 7 of laughter and smiles, With happy and tired eyes looking my way. I like spending my time with my best friend Jack, Gosh his jokes are so whack Relishing my coffee with milk and Hershey [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":304,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-303","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poetry","et-has-post-format-content","et_post_format-et-post-format-standard"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/303","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=303"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/303\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":408,"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/303\/revisions\/408"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/304"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=303"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=303"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.navhindtimes.in\/kuriocity\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=303"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}